"if" and "but" are two of the most deceptive words that Satan ever plants in our minds.

"and when the tempter came to him, he said, If thou be the son of God, command that these stones be made bread.

But he answered and said, It is written....

-Mathew 4:3,4 KJV

Angel Baby:  There is no "if's" ands or "but's" like i said whether im half a world away or just down a block i will love you the same, and we will make it through this.  You know this, trust in your heart, because I am...I love you...*muah x3

November 8

I was just searching around and I have this calender that has proverbs from the bible, it was just interesting today the proverb is from the book of:

-Psalm 145:15, 16  "The eyes of all wait upon thee; and thou givest them their meat in due season.  Thou openest thine hand and satisfiest the desire of every living thing."

my bible that i have has an explanation for it:  "Learn to enjoy waiting, realizing that waiting is what will deliver your dream.  The fulfillment comes from God, but waiting is like the delivery boy.  Sometimes a person starts waiting, and by the time the delivery boy arrives, they have gone off and started something else.  They probably will not be around for the end fulfillment of that thing either.

If a thing is thrown together quickly to suit the impatient and those who do not wait well, it is not likely to be lasting.  However, if people are willing to wait on God's perfect timing, it will be put together right and will last a long, long time."

Chanel: everyone is always in my prayers before i go to bed, right before i go to bed im hugging my pillow and right before kendra's name comes up your name is up there.  I pray for alot of people.  But from this proverb all i gotta say is just wait, get things done and when you live in that big house and you got whoever or if its Jesse, all you will need to worry about is what you want to spend your money on and you will know what to do with your marriage and how to treat your kids .  Dont trip kid...THE BIG G--O-D got your back haha.

Angel: this really can be applied towards are relationship baby, i hella miss you so much and did i mention that i love you??? well because i do, "distance makes the heart grow fonder" and it does.  I love you baby.  Most of all whatever happend in this relationship just keep your faith with God and miraculous things will happend, whether there with me or with anyone else...but i'd rather it'd be with me haha  *muah byee...

                         I swear sometimes I really feel that my personality just is just so different from others and to tell you the truth I really havn't seen anyone that has the same personality as me.  (NOT TRYING TO SOUND CONCEIDED) But,  I just feel that there isn't another Jopo out there ya know?  Im sure you know what I am talking about when I say there isnt another one like me out there, for those that know me at least.  I guess what I am trying to say is that besides the fun little kid, that the girls say "perfect bf etc" I just really am analytical.  I just notice things and love to think about it.  My topic today?  "Early Marriage or 1st Marriage" 

           I hear all the time "why get married early?" or "Thats stupid they messed up there life".  Well have you ever considered that maybe the college life (College life - Drinking, hooking up with people you dont know, drugs etc) "we all know its basicly 5x worst than highschool parties" isnt meant for those type of people? Maybe partying isnt what satisfy them?  I also always here "live your life before you get married" So what are you trying to say? Go have sex with everyone that I meet before I get married?  Im sorry this all just really irritates the hell out of me because all these people have demeaned marriage so much, like its a bad thing.  Like you can't enjoy life when you are married.  My mom used to say to me, "before you get married travel the world" and I can't have my life long companion next to me while I do this?  This is what really gets me, when an adult now tells me "Its not like the 70's or 80's where love was really love and monogomous sex was a real thing, divource is at all time high" Well people get married for the wrong reasons now a days, they fucken talk about how good sex is or there a stupid money hungry bitch or the dude is a stupid treasure hunter or for that matter they couldnt stay faithful.  Its sad how society depicts marriage now.  Like they demeaned it so much that its just like a normal relationship with rings.  All i gotta say is we all want change in the U.S., we want the war to stop in Iraq.  But we can't change anything until we change or how we act at home.

Angel Baby: I miss you baby, I really do.  Its true what I said "how you set the standerds for all the girls". But there is no other girls that are coming to even attempt to fufill those standerds, because I know were gonna make it through this baby, and when we do...were gonna prove everyone wrong that doubted us.  I love you..*muah

Grant me, oh Lord, for the coming events;
Enough knowledge to cope and some plain common sense.
Be at our side on those nightly patrols;
And be merciful judging our vulnerable souls.
Make my hands steady and as sure as a rock;
when the others go down with a wound or in shock.
Let me be close, when they bleed in the mud;
With a tourniquet handy to save precious blood.
Here in the jungle, the enemy near;
Even the corpsman can't offer much lightness and cheer.
Just help me, oh Lord, to save lives when I can;
Because even out there is merit in man.
If It's Your will, make casualties light;
And don't let any die in the murderous night.
These are my friends I'm trying to save;
They are frightened at times, but You know they are brave.
Let me not fail when they need so much;
But to help me serve with a compassionate touch.
Lord, I'm no hero -- my job is to heal;
And I want You to know Just how helpless I feel.
Bring us back safely to camp with dawn;
For too many of us are already gone.
Lord bless my friends If that's part of your plan;
And go with us tonight, when we go out again.

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